My DirGE

My DirGE   

I fumble for awhile. ………. but later take the plunGE.

I wait and save……………. .thereafter I splurGE.

I try to stand my ground ……still I get on the edGE.

I want to abstain  ……………then let myself indulGE.

Coz we pledGEd our love but now I see only smudGE.

Tell me, did we only binge then purGE?

Say your words